sabado... nasira ang ngipin ko, kaya na-cancel ang isang importanteng lakad
lunes.. umiral ang katigasan ng ulo ko na naging sanhi ng pagkawala ng trabaho ko.
huwebes... pumasok ang sweldo pero sa dami ng mga kailangang bayaran, halos isang libo na lang ang natira sa akin.
sabado... isang hindi makakalimutang pangyayari. naranasan ko ang patikim ng kalawit ni kamatayan. isang magulong encounter sa squatter area, nakorner ng tatlong tao (isa sa kanila, may hawak na malaking bato at nakaambang ihampas sa akin). at mahabang takbuhan sa kahabaan ng taft avenue. near-death experience. pero nakaligtas ako.
at ngayon... nawala ang ipod ko. isa sa mga kakaunting bagay na pinagmamalaki kong meron ako.
walang trabaho. walang pera. walang karamay. walang ideya kung paano ako lalakad ulit pasulong.
ANO NA LANG ANG MANGYAYARI SA AKIN?!?!?!!
ayoko na. sana pwede na lang tapusin lahat to. lahat lahat. yung tipong isang pitik na lang. or isang kalabit. or isang patak. or isang lundag. basta... yung isa na lang, pagkatapos ay tapos na... tapos na lahat...
don't lose hope. behind the dark clouds lies a silver lining. you are given next times so that you would know what are the things and ways you should adjust or correct. with the personality and attitude that you have right now, i know that you can make it through.
ReplyDeleteYou survived a near death experience, don't you think that is lucky enough? Tough times don't last, but tough people do, boyshiatsu. And you're tough. Just wait this out.
ReplyDeleteCan't send you a DM kasi di mo naman ako pina-follow. but i do hope and pray you wont do anything to hurt yourself. dami pang pedeng gawin to bounce back. sabi nga ng tatay ni bruce wayne sa kanya, "why do we fall? so we can learn to pick ourselves up."
ReplyDeleteHang in there Ken. This too will pass.
ReplyDeletenaku po wag ganun malay mo nmn have faith in god po
ReplyDeletei hope you won't give in to that thought...
ReplyDeletetrials......you are being tested....testing how tough you are....stay positive and have more faith.....
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who brought all of these to you? nice time to reflect...i will not be like other who will tell you, dont do it....i am telling you now, DO IT. and show the whole world how coward you are...or you have another you in YOU?
ReplyDeleteGod is good and life is great. The beauty of falling is being able to stand up again, walk and learn why you fell after all. HE will carry you through.
ReplyDeleteLexz
I think you are much tougher and smarter than this. It is good to let your feelings out but there is always another day to start over. Just think of your family and the little things that give you joy in life. When I'm down sometimes, I go and view the the Manila bay sunset and suddenly I think to myself, how lucky I am to be alive and witness such beauty. I will pray for your peace of mind and for your strenght to face life's challenges.
ReplyDeleteu were given chances but never learned . . .
ReplyDeletetayo ang gumagawa ng sarili nating langit. at tayo rin ang gumagawa ng sarili nating impiyerno.
ReplyDeleteUsually turning point yan for another chapter of your life, better or for worse, be prepared and enjoy! don't take life too seriously
ReplyDeleteThere's always hope. As one famous person said.... in the depths of our winter, there is in us an invincible summer. God bless.
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